Category: Writers Block
Where my heart use to be
If my happy was here, i would hold him close now.
i'd have someone who loves me here with me.
it could never be a person, now i know that. but happy loved me.
Where my heart use to be.
so empty. so far away, why couldn’t you come to stay.
You have gone away, and now I miss you terribly.
Where my heart use to be
My happiness laid with my cat, and it left unexpectedly, and took my heart along with it
But if my Happy had a choice, he would have stayed. he would have never left me.
Not like my Happy, you were way different.
I put my heart and trust in you just for you to break me.
I believed your words,
you promised me true love you promised me years,
all that's left is a broken soul and ten thousand tears
You have turn your heart away from me,
and I don’t like what you have taken from me
Where my heart use to be
I loved you with my heart and soul,
and you took my heart and threw it away.
You didn’t listen to a single word I had to say.
Did you ever really love me?
Where my heart use to be
I walk down a road and see a couple holding hands,
just a beautiful woman, and a handsome man.
But something have came out of me.
Where my heart use to be
the part of me that still knows what beautiful means, thinks it's beautiful.
if i was able to feel completely like i used to, i would find it beautiful.
Now, I see it as pointless, and pitiful
Where my heart use to be
When I was with you I felt at home,
now you left and I feel so alone,
you have taken the happiness from me!
Where My heart use to be
Home, home, what is home?
nothing for me but an unknown word.
It’s crazy and long memories.
I’m not at home no more,
just here in pain and misery.
That man came and gone and took my home from me,
now I feel the emptiness,
Where my heart use to be
i thought i had home,
i thought i finally found it.
but i didn't, it wasn't true.
I thought I found it wrapped up in you.
You lied to me and turned yourself into an enemy,
and you stole my heart you thief!
Where my heart use to be
i lost it all, my hopes, my memories, my dreams.
All gone with that man who stole it all from me.
If only I can go back to how I used to be,
and put my heart back,
Where my heart use to be
if i could only feel, Think,
if it was more than emptiness and nothingness;
if it wasn't all so far away.
if my hopes and dreams weren't shattered,
reduced to dust in the blink of an eye,
and taken away.
Then I could pick myself up and get myself together,
but now it’s hard to heal.
It’s like I’m never getting any better.
My heart is gone and I have no victory.
Where my heart use to be
if the one who created them, my healer,
didn't kill them all and kill me slowly and painfully.
i thought for once in my life i could believe, and have trust, and not worry about him hurting me. I could give it my all for him. i thought i had a place where i belonged, where i was loved and where I felt strong. a place i could call home, i had dreams hopes and so much to give. now i have nothing left and no reason to believe or live. It’s slowly killing me.
Where my heart use to be
i thought i was what he needed;
i thought his words were true.
My love was real but it wasn't enough and it didn’t do.
He needed more than that, he had to have more than just me.
it's all thrown away, i am thrown away, i have nothing left of me.
and people tell me it will be ok, but i have no ability to believe.
words are so far away, they are empty shells. like me.
An empty shell with a deep dark hole with no room to see, it’s all gone, it’s all empty
where my heart used to be
You said I was amazing, you called me your queen .
What you done ain't right you treated me so mean.
if I was so amazing you wouldn't have done this to me.
I wouldn’t be here, so unfixable.
if i was amazing i would have been good enough, but you didn’t love me you wanted more. You wanted more than just me!
You still have my heart. And i have an empty hole,
Where my heart use to be
that guy,i believe he is my happiness, my most beautiful, he is so many things. He is my life, my love, the reason why I sing. I wish i can transfer my pain to him for a while so he'd realize what he's done and then take it all away. by giving him so much love, so pure, whole, true and so strong that it will hurt and keep him addicted like the most potent drug, and he will want to stay. He is now gone and he have left me
Where my heart use to be
i used to be singing it was my life. like he was my life. he was my song. now i lost the harmony to my song i lost the ability to sing. i lost myself i lost everything. Now, I sit here with no hope of recovering, and it’s all because of you the one that left me. It’s all because of you my enemy, you took it from me! You still have it and it’s taking me time to get the victory, and take it back and put it right back
Where my heart need to be and that’s with me
This is for my friend Lory, Youriko. She wrote this poem, this is her voice, this is her words, feelings, emotions. This is her poem. Lory, I love you and hope to see you write more in the future. Only thing i did with this was help her post it and help her oraganize her feelings. Loryy, Keep writing.